11.04.2004
First I'm gonna make it...then I'm gonna break it til' it falls apart
Well, I hope that's not the case anyway...and I hope I'm not dealing with any brittle hearts...
Do you think my roommate will notice if I smoke in my room with the door closed and incense burning? Yeah. Probably. But I'm going to do it anyway and risk the scolding...
So...I hate the idea that I'm messing with people feelings...because I'm a pretty straight-forward person...someone who doesn't like their own feelings messed with and therefore attempts to be wholesome in their own actions. And that's about all I can do, right? I can't control other people feelings or actions...I can only control my initial actions and reactions. Go with the flow...if you will...the word "action" has been over used in this paragraph...on to other topics...kinda.
So. A new old president, eh? How do all us civil liberty lovin' people feel about that? This is sort of like giving a second chance to an ex. No really, baby. Things will be different this time around, I promise! Well, I did my part...and all I can hope for is the best and that maybe the future won't be as bleak as it currently looks.
As for my life today, as miniscule as it may seem in comparison to the rest of our world's problems, it's been o.k...I had fun skating to Warrent's "Cherry Pie" and helping a stumbly drunk birthday friend home...I put in a whole hour and a half's worth of work for the week...hence realizing that I'm quite broke and that my part-time job really doesn't cut it when it come to paying my bills and stuff. But, I'm having such a great time being a full-time slacker! Why does this world have to be so cruel? If only there was a good paying job for a mouth-harp enthusiast who excels at trivial musical knowledge and refrigerator organization. My resume is available by request...oh, I also need to be outside at least 6 hours a day.
God. I make myself appear more appealing by every post! Ok...what if I start ranting about how great a favorite band is? You know the B-52's? Yeah...they're the best. If you don't think so, check out their very first album...it's tops. If you don't feel emotinally moved to break it down to "Dance This Mess Around" then there's something wrong with you...like one of my friends said when Mr. Fred Schnieder chants "DANCE THIS MESS AROUND!"..."It's like your gay band director telling you how you should play your instrument"...So, doesn't that make you feel a lot better?
Do you think my roommate will notice if I smoke in my room with the door closed and incense burning? Yeah. Probably. But I'm going to do it anyway and risk the scolding...
So...I hate the idea that I'm messing with people feelings...because I'm a pretty straight-forward person...someone who doesn't like their own feelings messed with and therefore attempts to be wholesome in their own actions. And that's about all I can do, right? I can't control other people feelings or actions...I can only control my initial actions and reactions. Go with the flow...if you will...the word "action" has been over used in this paragraph...on to other topics...kinda.
So. A new old president, eh? How do all us civil liberty lovin' people feel about that? This is sort of like giving a second chance to an ex. No really, baby. Things will be different this time around, I promise! Well, I did my part...and all I can hope for is the best and that maybe the future won't be as bleak as it currently looks.
As for my life today, as miniscule as it may seem in comparison to the rest of our world's problems, it's been o.k...I had fun skating to Warrent's "Cherry Pie" and helping a stumbly drunk birthday friend home...I put in a whole hour and a half's worth of work for the week...hence realizing that I'm quite broke and that my part-time job really doesn't cut it when it come to paying my bills and stuff. But, I'm having such a great time being a full-time slacker! Why does this world have to be so cruel? If only there was a good paying job for a mouth-harp enthusiast who excels at trivial musical knowledge and refrigerator organization. My resume is available by request...oh, I also need to be outside at least 6 hours a day.
God. I make myself appear more appealing by every post! Ok...what if I start ranting about how great a favorite band is? You know the B-52's? Yeah...they're the best. If you don't think so, check out their very first album...it's tops. If you don't feel emotinally moved to break it down to "Dance This Mess Around" then there's something wrong with you...like one of my friends said when Mr. Fred Schnieder chants "DANCE THIS MESS AROUND!"..."It's like your gay band director telling you how you should play your instrument"...So, doesn't that make you feel a lot better?
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us civil liberty-lovin ppl are sad, that's what.
gay people are the last stand: they're discriminated against because it's acceptable in our society to hate them and spit on them and deny them basic human rights.
so what if they want to love someone? so what if they work hard and obey all the rules? they're no better than scum.
women are up a creek, too. women should be RULING this planet, instead they are subject to men. what's the deal here? Women GIVE BIRTH! Women are smart and engaging! Women should be controlling this world, not mopping its floors. God forbid we pay them equitably with men.
Sick people are lost. Health care is only for the rich under a Dubya adminstration. so what if a few 100,000 poor people die b/c they can't afford basic and/or preventative healthcare and have to get their health services at the emergency room when it's usually too late? they shouldn't clutter the country with their unhip bodies and intellectually-lacking lifestyles.
patriotism has been co-opted. if you wear a tiny flag pin on your lapel, you're a patriot. If you protest your country engaging in an unprovoked attack on another country, you're obviously a godless communist shit and should be silenced. 1st ammendment be damned!
social security is down the drain. why the fuck should Uncle Sam provide for American citizens in their twilight years? They've worked hard all their lives; if they didn't set aside some big bucks in the [risky] stock market, they shouldn't be able to retire at 65, they should have to keep laboring until they keel over.
i could go on, but i won't.
i'm loaded on PBR. that's sad, but it's cheap and it blotted out the world for an evening: who can ask for more?
gay people are the last stand: they're discriminated against because it's acceptable in our society to hate them and spit on them and deny them basic human rights.
so what if they want to love someone? so what if they work hard and obey all the rules? they're no better than scum.
women are up a creek, too. women should be RULING this planet, instead they are subject to men. what's the deal here? Women GIVE BIRTH! Women are smart and engaging! Women should be controlling this world, not mopping its floors. God forbid we pay them equitably with men.
Sick people are lost. Health care is only for the rich under a Dubya adminstration. so what if a few 100,000 poor people die b/c they can't afford basic and/or preventative healthcare and have to get their health services at the emergency room when it's usually too late? they shouldn't clutter the country with their unhip bodies and intellectually-lacking lifestyles.
patriotism has been co-opted. if you wear a tiny flag pin on your lapel, you're a patriot. If you protest your country engaging in an unprovoked attack on another country, you're obviously a godless communist shit and should be silenced. 1st ammendment be damned!
social security is down the drain. why the fuck should Uncle Sam provide for American citizens in their twilight years? They've worked hard all their lives; if they didn't set aside some big bucks in the [risky] stock market, they shouldn't be able to retire at 65, they should have to keep laboring until they keel over.
i could go on, but i won't.
i'm loaded on PBR. that's sad, but it's cheap and it blotted out the world for an evening: who can ask for more?
Right on! Better keep loading up on that PBR...I have a feeling it's going to be the only obtainable mental health care for people like you and me...
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