7.20.2004
Bah
This is the best title for my post to explain how I'm feeling. I just said goodbye to my best friend who will be moving herself and the majority of her earthly possessions to New York City tomorrow.
I guess it wouldn't be so painful if she wasn't my best friend ever...or if all of my closest friends were actually still around. But, they're not. And you'd think that it would get easier with each experience...but it doesn't.
Fuck it! I'm becoming a recluse and no one will ever see me again, damnit! Except for my cats...I'd have a hard time with out them. Oh yeah, and I have to go to work in the morning too...I guess they'll see me. And then all the people that I bring food to...they'll see me as well.
Ok. Well, the recluse idea is solidified yet. But either way, this sucks.
I guess it wouldn't be so painful if she wasn't my best friend ever...or if all of my closest friends were actually still around. But, they're not. And you'd think that it would get easier with each experience...but it doesn't.
Fuck it! I'm becoming a recluse and no one will ever see me again, damnit! Except for my cats...I'd have a hard time with out them. Oh yeah, and I have to go to work in the morning too...I guess they'll see me. And then all the people that I bring food to...they'll see me as well.
Ok. Well, the recluse idea is solidified yet. But either way, this sucks.
